becoming mine ~

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how much of you
a part of me –
sands atop
the floor
as blossoms
where the trees have
burned away
how much of verse
is nothing more
than once
you were
and I
was counted back
in syllables
emptied to a page
folded to
a memory
the lineage of truth
someone said
tho I’ll be damned
if I remember why
the road
is less
each time you leave
the sun no longer shines
to fill between
the whispers
rusted oak and flesh
how much I have
surrendered
is your breath
becoming mine

. . .

hallelujah ~

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have your hands
remembered mine –
late nights
in the kitchen
or praying to our shadows
tangled on the bed
do your lips
recall a promise
the taste of heaven here
sweet the hallelujah
come to me

does your heart
revert
to beating
as another knew you well
a touch denied
when I was come
a fortune
yet to hold

forever still
the place we love
remains beneath
the cedars
softened by the memory
– as once
we are
again

. . .

weeds grown up ~

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when the wolf
is come
for answers
growling at my door
returned to find
his favored bowl is clean
i shall whisper
to his madness
make sense of every need
i shall sing
into the sorrow
of his want
when come for me

i remember well
the way it felt
returning back to home
to find the weeds
grown up
the cupboards bare
i remember tears
can taste them now
how sweet their recompense
for losses
far too many
to repair

. . .

was a time

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was a time
you were waiting
the first alarm to ring
would pull me
from my dream
into your arms
into the warmth of sunrise
burning me your skin
restless in our
promise
to begin
wrapped inside
a silence –
the measure of a sigh
intimacy
with barely room
to breathe
touch is come
reminders
of the night we’ve
passed beyond
forgotten now
the fleeting thought
to leave

. . .

sparrow ~

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were a lifetime
one more sunrise
a sparrow
taking flight
a word to rhyme with missing
arms to fit just right

another stay
the night for breakfast
if they worry
I won’t care
for a lifetime
one more sunrise –
waiting there

in dreams
where dreams are tarried
fragile breath
of candle light
as promise made –
a sparrow
taking flight

. . .

loss we’ll never know ~

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how much of love
is squandered
by need to have it all
as every lock
a silent sigh
is witness to a fall

as promise balanced
tender
upon the sword of faith
how is it
love is come for us –
with gifts
to give away

denied the rules
for holding on –
some loss
we’ll never know
of fated ever-afters
revealed
in letting go

. . .

Author’s Note: It took me a long time to learn this about love. It took most of my life to see that any attempt to define love only served to make it less. Every rule resulted in less of the thing I desired most. Only when the rules were burned did I reap an abundance of that which had so alluded me.

where april bled to may ~

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shall I tell you
of a springtime –
of yellows undefined
hidden meadows
weaved by muscadine
a story still becoming
you were here
and I was saved
held against the tender
fold
where april
bled to may

shall I tell you
how I loved you –
how your want
filled every need
like a window
where my shadows
used to be
with ne’er a thought
to anything
would steal me from this light –
to sever
every memory
of spring

. . .