They say ~

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Who am I
they say (I am)
Whose name am I to wear
when given faith
to love again –
what truth shall I declare.

What hope (resolved)
shall find in me –
the place where love began –
and bring another
heartbeat
to song beneath my skin.

Immortal life
(as love endeared) –
let not for sorrows grieve
the place I am becoming –
beyond the truth
believed.

Who am I
they say (I am)
would welcome this
(my fate).
From realms unknown
I shall return –
as dreams to lie awake.

To place the sun
(was once my light)
and touch
my bliss to know –
of worlds of love
(at rest) between
the shadow and the soul

still ~

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take of these
my open hands –
arms that held you close
save for life
remembered now –
and love beyond the soul
give me not to contradict
of choices to remain
as sun upon the mountain melts
to rainbows on the plain

as promise made
that I would love –
holds still within my breath
shall find another way to be –
beyond the course of death
betrayed the scourge of innocence
sleep I dare not choose
awake with me
eternally –
as love we shall not lose

there the rarest flower blooms –
from loving thoughts
have burst
blossoms wreath immortal skies
and tary not for thirst
as grace provides for each the same
fulfills their only need –
essence of the love we were
when planted first
the seed

verses ~

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bend me not
with promises
broken by the gate
or pierce my heart
with sonnets –
soundless beak against my bane
answer me with lullabies
and verses still to be
count the days
til coming back
finds no room to leave
linger as a poem
just before the night begins
else I be sworn to longing
and words
to write again

something less ~

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pardon this
the ill affair
of marigold to mayfly
trumpets folded softly
to the burning of the day

stay the night
that I might tell
of others long since missing
praises once we sang
now silently oppressed

touch – o please I beg you
touch me with your waking
spin for me a web
of words I never heard

have I no more
to give you
wisdom not to worry
dare we speak of living
as a cup of something less

and sit with jam
as curses fell
denouncing all that was
pretending not
the best we couldn’t see

blue the fingers
morning paper
folded on your knee
anxious eyes to reach
beyond the door

as one unto another
beg me stay
to turn the page
gather now the reasons
for the letting go this way

as flesh to fire
as words to wing –
dam the bloody river
and tell them all
I watched for you always

years before the locust swarm
nights betrayed the fourth
taking back my innocence
holding back the storm

slept before the news was come
of dying on the pasture
wore your name in two
against my skin

now the day is trading
all I meant to tell you then
of centipedes and winters
not as long

of blooms along the eastern ridge
deep the weeds to marry
babies pushed from branches
paint the lonely night

stay if for a moment
heed the waning of your soul
shifted as the moon became
a story I shall tell

twinkle twinkle ~

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words were spinning
’round in darkness
faith unbound
no way defined –
was for me as fate predicted
stars made good
the wish for time

wishing wells
of everafter
sank beneath the dipper’s rim
curled into a piece of heaven
was there we fell
in love again

fell to earth
no eyes on looking
passed to breath unrecognized
midnight hues of silent wonder
sparkle still
on southern skies

what mortal wish
could we imagine –
made its way across the night
became of longing
will unspoken –

came as love
the soul’s delight

Moments ~

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For this moment
of moments –
eternity waited
giving us room just to be.
Circles now spreading
our fate to discover –
but always we sit
with sweet memory

of the days just before
in places we wandered –
in joys that we shared
(none can take those away).
Tis the way we were guided
by stars barely crossing –
as years will remember
a smile
not the day

or the season, the tears
(so demanding).
Just a face bound to grace
we might never deserve –
(but we do)
and we will
for we love without wanting
more than this
that we keep
in the stores of our heart.

Can’t be lost on the way
to the one
we become –
or replaced by some other
(we don’t understand).

Love remains
in the truths
we leave in our passing –
years from now
just a word

– just a smile.

Author’s Note: Written for a friend who struggles to understand
an unfamiliar path, and hurting words from those she thought
she knew best. Ultimately, we choose what we keep. The rest – we set free.

as you know me ~

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in the orange
of the lilies –
do you find me growing there
wrapped in vine
the shade of april moss

whenever night is come
into the shadows where you lay
do you dream that I’m the sun
and take me in

in the lullabye
that carries you
before your eyes awake
do you wonder to the me
that rests beside

or linger by
an empty field
so sure you saw me there
walking tween the rows
of bergamot

do you worry of the notes I left
fragile leaves of time
or nailed against a bridge
you burned before –
do you see the signs
(do you know the way)
I came to find you waiting –
as the final wash of tides
into the bay

do you hear my voice
in private –
some faint amen I spoke
hastened by a prayer to recollect
the rest we knew
the last to prove
there would be no other ‘other’
no fall me down
to pick me up
again

do echoes sit the places
where we gathered by the noon –
will life return
before the wind’s caress –
what of us is left to be
when everything is gone
will then the orange
bloom within
your vest

or cling to that which
beats within –
tho covered now by scars
whene’er you see the dove
without a song
will you know me
(as you know me)
in the way the briars sting

to close the night
before the sun gets in

unfinished ~

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fireflies at twilight
hands on the bible
a smile passed for trust
in between
no need to spend time
on the past unimportant
as the color of paper
neath words left unsaid

thirty years gone
since the season for leaving
fifteen more
than my mother was then
but the eyes of the soul
keep pictures much longer
a tear brushed away
not in time

and truth sealed tight
how many I’ve wondered
poison the sound of my name
falls to the reason
for waiting much longer
than the need to be known
by the curve of her arms

a baby once more
the future unfinished –
grace for another
of gifts passed between

Author’s Note: The relationship of mother to daughter is a cloth
weaved of many threads – love, faith, sorrow and forgiveness.
Because we are the same, we think we know things the same. The
reality is that we are as different as woman to man, wasp to
a firefly, a kiss to a curse.

forbidden flame ~

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for wanting more
than just these days –
as passion nights since passed
distant stars forbidden now
their flame –

but once before I rocked beneath
the promises they whispered
wishes they remembered
ten thousand lives before
when another I was fated
to the place beneath their mercy
and heard the stories told
before they came

knew for me
the same as they
would last beyond my journey –
would see me come
and known by other names

no different
the dark eyed girl
who played beneath their graces
named them each by someone
that she loved

held them safe
against her heart –
my favored understanding
and swore anew to keep them
past the end
whenever then the time might come
as love – again returning
to find the ways to love
would love again

the lines between
the darkest nights
when only two could twinkle –
shone beyond the canopies
into the place I lay

dreaming dreams
I shouldn’t know –
of other rivers crossing
seven silver sisters
and mysteries to spare

back the way remembered
how could I know them (sweetly)
by names I gave them leaving
to remind of me
of their love

tattered sails ~

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was born
within the starlit night
when given chance the lover rose
and flew with tattered sails
into the moon

spurned the reach
of junipers
to rest beyond the dark –
swelled within the arms
of sycamore

children of our spirit sun –
daughters of the light
spoke of one we loved –
a romeo

no different
than the prophet come
and passed outside our door
heard us sing –
and spoke for years of this

the time they knew
when heard us tell
of other paths returning
a life we might have lived
within a dream

but never knew
the details –
who would wash the dishes
and who would pull the weeds
beside the bed

dare me not to heed my heart
a voice of sighs
resounding –
screams sometimes
and I –
I sing along

melodies of far away
distant constellations
were traced along the beaches
of your spine

universes
scattered there
without the night to carry
though once I came
and warmed to them
my hands