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As a rule, writing isn’t a problem for me. I place my fingers on the keys and let go (sometimes, like now, I close my eyes). The problem is never about writing, but quite often, it is about knowing when to stop. Rambling can become a novella in no time flat. A single good idea can take on epic proportions such that what I meant to say is never heard.
I say that as a way of explaining this piece. I’d like to stay on course, and not stray too far. And yet, I am not optimistic in that regard.
This comes as fallout from a visit with my parents last evening. You’ll understand (hopefully) somewhere along the telling.
While most children are thrilled to have friends over, I was always a little apprehensive. I feared my parents would embarrass me. I can still remember how there was a mirror hung above the TV when I was a kid. You couldn’t watch TV without also catching what was going on in the kitchen behind you. “What was going on” was most always the same – my parents kissing. Yuk! Can you imagine the concern that would cause in a twelve year old girl’s heart?
And yet, now I see it differently (funny how that happens).
My grandfather owned a restaurant where my mother often worked the cash register. Child laws didn’t apply, or least not in the rural hills of Tennessee. My dad was a regular, and they met over the pinball machine. After several attempts, he finally convinced her to go out with him (but that’s another story involving the county fair and some ‘floozy from McMinnville’). Three months later, my granny rode with them over the state line into Georgia, where they were married. He was 23 and she was 14.
His tour with the Air Force ended two months later, with seven days between his discharge and starting a job he would work for more than fifty years. I was the result of that seven day break. By the time my mom turned 25, she had four children.
Other than grandparents, I don’t recall ever a time that my parents had a baby-sitter. They never went where we didn’t go, and if we went to the movie and it turned out to be a little too much, we’d leave. There were no theatres in our town, so movies were trips to the drive-in; lawn chairs in the backend of a pickup truck. But always, we were together; they were together.
I’m positive that things weren’t always so easy, and yet (and yet) more times than not, they somehow managed to make it look that way. There was never a problem bigger than their love for each other.
As grown-up children, we’ve come to understand that there’s no sense arguing. If mama’s in the hospital, daddy will sleep on the floor. If daddy’s in the hospital, mama will sleep wherever she can, and more than once, they’ve been known to crowd into a hospital bed. I’m not sure I’d know what to do if my parents didn’t kiss before parting, even if it’s just a trip to the kitchen. Even now, they snuggle in the backseat as if they had just met.
If you ask my dad what colors he likes best, he’ll quickly respond, ‘whatever she’s wearing’.
But around to last night.
I was leaving. Daddy pulled himself up from the couch, and put his arm around mama. [Let me add another footnote here. Regardless of what time might take, it’s never changed the sparkle in his eye when he hears her voice or looks at her.]
He said, ‘you know something….I don’t know how, but every day I love this woman more’.
I smiled, ‘yep, just when you thought it impossible, your heart got bigger’.
We walked to the door, and there were more hugs and more kisses.
‘Daddy, do you love me more every day?’
‘Yes……..I do’……..and then a crooked smile and that sparkle, ‘but not like her’.
I’ve come to understand that the first person to kiss me doesn’t matter nearly as much as the last.
. . .
somewhere still
they’re making plans
for me another life
than a sheet or two strung out
on the line
a fate I’d never trade
for less than hand-me-downs
a moment here for getting on
is proof
of love divine
. . .
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I think you should submit it to the New York Times…a delightful story
Thank you, Bob. I think what makes the story so amazing is that it’s true. In a world where most things don’t last, they do……love does.
Love is in the air … 🙂
And on the roses…….. 🙂 Thank you, my sweet Salva.
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Bob is right. Wow. Beautiful. Touching and people love stories of love.
You’re right, Millie. Not long ago, I read a story of a couple who died within hours of each other. Their son talked about how much of his sorrow was taken away knowing they were together. Regardless our belief in the hereafter, love is surely the thing we’re here for………. ❤
A year or so ago I shared a story about my best friend’s aunt and uncle. Her aunt died the year prior to the uncle while eating ice cream. A year later the husband died eating the same ice cream. They were married a zillion years and he was very lonely without her. The story made me weep. The romance of their union, togetherness and then their death was incredible. So…I thank you for sharing this. I love you!
A beautiful story told about a wonderful couple, Bobbie, and you look much like her. You are so lucky to have them. Thanks for sharing this. ~Always~
Paul
Thank you, Paul. I do look much like my mother, except for height… She’s 5’3″ and I’m 5’10″…….. but otherwise, the eyes speak the same.
So beautiful are the words that found life and freedom from your lips. The story was more than can be placed into words and your poem was the ribbon that wrapped the package perfectly. Your parents story is captivating and just plain gorgeous. Thanks for sharing it is so very meaningful Bobbie!
Thank you, Wendell. I know you understand. My parents made their children and each other, the most important……..right after God. God was never not where they were…..are.