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no one goes ~

23 Monday Apr 2012

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becoming, dreams, grace, living, love, memory, reason, restless, spirit, wandering, woman

all day I sleep
in rooms
where no one goes
tucked away the grown up clothes
(I should have worn)
tis all a waste
for nakedness is my resolve
shall crush the pillow to these
mortal blossoms
cushions weighted
holy remnants (of sin)

at night, I wander……white and pale
beneath the daunting sliver of half awake
eyelids drawn
(shutters on the world)
there’s no one here to watch
no one will ever know I left the room
would never shake
the sinner’s sheets
(to find me gone)

chocolates and day old sweets
news someone thought we should know
but now the print is faded
(rained just yesterday)
I’d forgotten they delivered
(wonder who has all the rest)

in solitude, I search for papers
‘lest love be lost
were not for me (the story known)
cups cracked with broken pencils
ink puddled in disgrace
 
(festering) reminders
of truth I should have written
nights before

all day I sleep
in rose papered rooms
remembered unremembering
a vision caught between the pain
and glass
is hardly known
but for me still lingers
(where no one sees)
watching for the faintest hint
I know of my nakedness

a pleading in my bones ~

19 Thursday Apr 2012

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becoming, connection, destiny, grace, living, love, memory, nature, reason, reincarnation, spirit, truth, wisdom, wonder

words have come
relentlessly –
as longing to embrace
as petals poised
to catch the first raindrop
as quiet seeks to fill
the place –
nothing (all) belong
music none can hear
(but still we sing)
of what life is –
I feel it
as a pleading in my bones
returning as a thought
to will me home
ink to keep
another place –
tho hands can hardly hold
the places I have seen
to lie beyond –
(behind)
in faded houses
trapped in papered walls –
silk to blade
the same as once we were
(yellow)
scarlet markers –
reaching yet for me
to lie beneath the gate
(in daffodils)

smoke rings ~

19 Thursday Apr 2012

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becoming, connection, destiny, faith, grace, love, memory, reincarnation, restless, spirit, truth, wandering, wisdom

daylight spawns
as butter blooms
unnoticed by the snow
gold and silver sashes
wrap the day
reminding me (I’m certain)
of others I have known
a taste of smoke
the smell of fresh cut hay
in late September
sometimes into the night
another beat is come
history repeated
turns upon itself anew
a blanket pulled across
forgotten dawns

beyond this set
another told
of places not yet seen
a want for understanding
wakes the dreamer
(to the dream)
in search of proof
of hearts held close –
a sense of other lives
choice before this choosing
as destiny survived
to lure us back
(a thought away)
and there –
we love again
caught in realms
of truth (and smoke)
before this path
began

. . .

favored verse ~

18 Wednesday Apr 2012

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becoming, destiny, dreams, faith, grace, life, love, memory, relationship, spirit, wisdom, woman, writing

I know this place
(the way it feels)
burning leaves on Monday –

E’en now
the dawn pours warmth
across my bed
as quietly I still myself
(another morning after) –
to take of breath
(tis all I am)
and wonder
where you are.

Was life
I never meant to live
given me for holding.
Eternity or something less –
always the two
– made one –
A story I’ve been telling
dare I speak of love aloud
lost (as truth) –
a silence I endure –
as sunlight floats
unnoticed
by the chill.

Memories
come as sleep –
longing moves the curtains
while soft – a favored verse
is pressed to light.
Words are left without a sound –
(places without slumber)
a line to fade
in wondering
I’ve come.

of sundays ~

17 Tuesday Apr 2012

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of sundays
there were others
and I saw them written there
forgave (of me)
another life
path without direction

reflection held
this crazy dawn
in a puddle never dried
turquoise tears
we sweated by the night
shown to me
were places
lessons put behind
as who I loved –
it all seems so familiar

dare I stay much longer
let the shadows take me in
longing for a love
I might have saved
held as close
much closer now
the reasons unimportant
where once I was
to wear
another name

shattered now the memory
of where I walked
and when
raindrops fell as glaciers
silver green
worlds without a window
on the way
it might have been –

turquoise steals my breath
and rolls away

a long way from home ~

16 Monday Apr 2012

Posted by tornadoday in Poetry, Storytelling

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connection, death, destiny, grace, life, living, love, memory, reason, southern, spirit, truth, war

was another time
tho miles between and far from home
a winter’s night
where blue and grey were stood
in battle stance
kept awake too long
a chilly air
pierced at once by hope
and song
back and forth
where lines were drawn
and boys pretended
men to be
listened to the one
then to another

sang and grieved
but never thought
(for long) to leave
tho many knew
tomorrow would become the end
twas just as this
and meant to be
that others would soon learn
where then the first would fire
(the last would fall)
the loser ill forgotten
to the winner’s sword
no words could say
but writers dared to tell us
the battle told with
drum and violin

til one at last
the two would join
along that length of fence
before the river rose
to take their blood
blue and grey were warmed
by songs of home

In the battle of Stones River Battlefield (1862), 80,000 soldiers met at the river to fight for home and honor. Blue and grey were scattered amid the trees. It was New Year’s eve, and music rose from the drums from one camp and then another –

Yankee Doodle,
Dixieland….

The night rolled on as back and forth they played, knowing the morn would come for many as the last. Around midnight, it is said that the Yankee troops began to play “Home Sweet Home”. Almost immediately, the Rebel band joined as did the voices of those who had come to bear arms.

For a while, no longer were there shades of blue and grey,
just men – fathers, sons, and grandsons – children and old men – the best of us miles away from home.

happenstance ~

16 Monday Apr 2012

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becoming, destiny, grace, life, living, love, memory, old maps, reason, spirit, truth, wisdom

what yesterday
decided
of tomorrows
we shall know
had the winter ended sooner
would they have had a son
a moment later
years ahead
and every now is changed
nights
when fate was meant to come
another knew instead
with eyes
were not the same
and for me watching
called to me another name
I never had
but for a star
that made its way
past mercury and mars
was past the call to war
the angels came
speaking of a place
not yet
imagined
a world was dreamed
and waiting us
as sands defying sands
given more to
happenstance
than we could ever know
to find in this
arriving
back to us
we wandered home

dragons here I planted ~

14 Saturday Apr 2012

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destiny, dreams, life, love, memory, nature, reason, spirit, truth, wisdom, wonder

where was I
to wander still
in places I was missing
turned around
to find my path again
smiling without reason
didn’t see the raging storm
did I dance the same
(I never danced)
you know that now
by stories I’ve rewritten
within the bounds of love
forgetting everything
I knew before
returning life
relearning joy
were sins too hard to carry
not a one could leave
except as I concede
there were dragons here
I planted
to another time (I swear)
hyacinth
and honeysuckle vine
was I planning then
to come again
to lie in beds of splendor
to soar above a field
of queen anne’s lace
adrift somewhere in knowing
evermore remains for me
swept along
on life’s imagined wing
how is it I remember
every past forgiven now
the beauty I became
when I believed

but for thought ~

13 Friday Apr 2012

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grace, gravel roads, living, love, memory, reason, spirit, truth, wisdom

from that which was
are we returned
so different for the knowing
of gravel roads
and time (we spent away)

resolved to dream
but for the thought –
(took so long to find us)
in the midst
of moving on –
a smile becomes

a slower start
to chart the day –
mere moments held aside
breath to raise another
from an empty
coffee cup

– or miles
(we can’t remember)
on the way to getting by
(and going on)
each day – a new
goodbye

from times before
returning as a blush
of noonday sun –
a love which stays
despite our care
in leaving us
behind

as I have loved ~

13 Friday Apr 2012

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connection, destiny, faith, grace, life, love, memory, nature, reason, spirit, truth, wisdom, woman, wonder

Dare I not to love you
as if you were twilight or centipede,
daylight or prose.
Moments flicker few
and far between
as slumber into sleep  –
As jasper polished black
by worlds unknown
sparks to fly as evermore reclaimed.

Tis not for me to say aloud
as I loved you whole –
a secret stirred
between the heart and soul.

Dare I not repent my longing
to the eager page,
vacant but for lines I’ve worn away.
Awaiting this confession
of tomorrow’s loving winds –
scattered now
the seeds of yesterday.

Speak I not of passions spent –
I lived as love before
or worlds to come –
a past so few have seen.
I know you have.
and not for me to question why,
was not the first to come
and I to know.

Remembered as a promise
someone made to lie.
Dare I not to love as love defined –
the sea into a thimble,
breath into a briar –
strained  to strength
none have known – but I.

I love you still
for murmurs passed
beyond this crystal realm –
as wisps of forest carried to the sea.
A tender flower blossoms
in secrets of the veil –
forever comes in place of destiny.

As I have loved you,
love me here,
as fragrance seeks the breeze
where none shall know my suffering
but onyx,
shale and bee.

A long way back
without the strength to know –
of wisdoms
unashamed to speak –
winter finds his love
in sheets
of  sleet,
and snow …

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